The Depression
February 4th, 2006
i am so depressed at the moment that i am emptying my entire house of its comfort food as well as the nearby supermarket’s. even stray dogs dont come near me anymore. i have no idea what the cause is because my period just ended a week ago, so all my hormones should be in check. i suspect that it’s a case of holiday burnout. you do so many things and you go to so many places and you meet so many friends, and then at the day you are left tired and stunned and questioning the purpose of life. then the cycle repeats. then you are depressed. oh, hold me somebody.
i’m so melancholic that i blew off Paul Van Dyk - he’s spinning at Zouk tonight - for the season finale of Friends (Joey and Rachel?! WHAT?) and banana-chocolate ice cream. i kinda regret it, who knows when i’ll ever see him again? i dont even know why i’m so anti-social. right now i dont wanna see anybody, i dont wanna go out. i just wanna stay at home and … hibernate. so if i dont pick up your calls or answer the door or anything, it’s not cos i hate you, it’s cos i gotta find myself. remember - it’s not you, it’s me.
anyway, i’m too depressed to blog anything else other than the fact that i am going thru a depressive phase, so here are some photos.
CNY Thing @ ST’s place
Entry Filed under: Musings
16 Comments Add your own
1. -archangel- | February 4th, 2006 at 5:19 am
aaaawwww
take care su ann =)
2. Douglas | February 4th, 2006 at 9:37 am
ST looked like she wanted to kill the cake…
3. tze | February 4th, 2006 at 5:04 pm
WHERE YOU GET YOUR TOP FROM?!?!?! the pink one?!?!?!
4. booha | February 4th, 2006 at 7:47 pm
ahh blue blue sky!
i like!
5. pinkpau | February 4th, 2006 at 8:21 pm
archangel : thank u stalker boy :D
douglas : yea la, so angsty!
tze : kookai in melbourne .. bloody overpriced top. i think it cost ard rm600?
booha : in malaysia too .. :D
6. coco | February 5th, 2006 at 2:22 am
hey sweety…hang in there :D
7. eric | February 6th, 2006 at 3:31 am
oh.my.god. 600 for a top? whats this world becoming.. hahahaha..
looks like you had quite a nice CNY with your pals.. that in itself should account for some happiness no?
wishing ya the best kayz? cheer ups :D
8. Marianne | February 6th, 2006 at 6:20 am
Cheer up girlie.
Funny, when I am depressed… I would LOOK for house jams! Hence.. Paul Van Dyk. *swwoooonnn*
9. pinkpau | February 6th, 2006 at 6:31 am
coco : i will .. :)
eric : haha the crazier part is that it wasnt the most expensive thing i bought in that shop that day. i dunno, i think there’s just something about shopping overseas that makes you not look at the pricetag .. :D
marianne : i think it was more like i didnt want to meet anyone, or to socialise :(
10. eric | February 6th, 2006 at 3:33 pm
aha! but if you only limit the pieces of “valued paper” you have in your purse.. you would have to look at those price tags..
of course, there’s plastic as well.. heheh
11. vvens | February 6th, 2006 at 4:39 pm
haha what’s with the last butt pic? ;p
anywya the pictures of Kuantan are so NICEEEEEEEEEEE
12. pinkpau | February 7th, 2006 at 5:23 am
eric : yea it was plastic .. :D sure as heck not mine!!
vvens : hmph! finally someone mentions the butt pic. i was wondering why nobody mentioned it at all. lynn nee’s butt not hot meh?!?! haha yea i had no idea kuantan was so nice oso!
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