The Depression
February 4th, 2006
i am so depressed at the moment that i am emptying my entire house of its comfort food as well as the nearby supermarket’s. even stray dogs dont come near me anymore. i have no idea what the cause is because my period just ended a week ago, so all my hormones should be in check. i suspect that it’s a case of holiday burnout. you do so many things and you go to so many places and you meet so many friends, and then at the day you are left tired and stunned and questioning the purpose of life. then the cycle repeats. then you are depressed. oh, hold me somebody.
i’m so melancholic that i blew off Paul Van Dyk - he’s spinning at Zouk tonight - for the season finale of Friends (Joey and Rachel?! WHAT?) and banana-chocolate ice cream. i kinda regret it, who knows when i’ll ever see him again? i dont even know why i’m so anti-social. right now i dont wanna see anybody, i dont wanna go out. i just wanna stay at home and … hibernate. so if i dont pick up your calls or answer the door or anything, it’s not cos i hate you, it’s cos i gotta find myself. remember - it’s not you, it’s me.
anyway, i’m too depressed to blog anything else other than the fact that i am going thru a depressive phase, so here are some photos.
CNY Thing @ ST’s place
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