Archive for March 8th, 2006

Slideaway

when i see my friends being depressed, i get very depressed.

i hate all the idiots who break my friends’ hearts. i hate all their clueless boyfriends who dont know how to appreciate what they’ve got. i hate their coworkers who bitch about them, i hate their collegemates who beguile them into doing their coursework for them. i hate when they fail at something they wanted very badly. i hate when they get sent off somewhere they dont want to go. i hate their other friends who call themselves ‘friends’ but really just behave like backstabbing scum. i hate the people who give them a hard time. i just about hate anything that makes them feel sad.

i’m such a malevolent person. :)

it’s not even midnight but i’m already so tired. it’s been a mentally draining week, for some crazy reason. i havent even been doing a lot, just stressing over storms in teacups and playing cartographer to subsequence. but that’s not it. my mind and body is right here trying to focus, but my heart is just elsewhere. this is not what i want. i’m so unsettled right now it’s driving me crazy. it’s like having an extensive to-do list that you kinda left at the supermarket, and now you dont know where to begin, cos you’ve gotten so used to seeing your lineup of daily responsibilities on paper, that when you don’t have that list you’re just left floundering. bewildered. grasping at fluttering curtains in your mind.

every once in a while, i come across people that i really dont like. with the first sentence that comes out of their mouth, and the way their eyebrows move when they speak to me for the first time, i immediately form an impression. cos i’m judgmental that way. i always think that i can read people well. so i cant stand it when i meet someone i dont like, and then they turn out to be someone i fall in love with. especially when i end up falling in love with them.

this fucking sucks, man. my heart needs to stop jumping headlong into things like this before warning my head. i cant take the shock that comes with the initial realization that, shit, girl, you have just been hit by a bus and a train. give me a sailboat any day.

stay tuned.

Comments March 8th, 2006

Oh, the gluttony.

i’m really, really, really, really hungry right now.

Comments March 8th, 2006


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