THE Moments of My Life

March 12th, 2006

The Happiest
eh, pending. i dont know why but i cant think of one right now.

The Saddest
the day after the one time i ran away from home.

The Most Afraid
April 2000, when my grandmother got a stroke and as a result had the left side of her body paralysed. my grandmother is like the best friend i never had, and she’s been by my side since the day i was born. we were really close, she lived with me and most nights we would lie in bed just talking the hours away. i remember when i got the news of her stroke, i was in school and i was just really really scared because no one knew if she was going to make it through the night. that night i went to visit her in the hospital, and i just couldnt take the sight of her wearing an oxygen mask, with tubes attached to her arms, a feeding tube up her nose and down her throat. it was just such a horrific sight and i wanted to puke. the first thing she said when she woke up and saw me was my name. then she said “we should have gone to have porridge together yesterday. see, now we will never have that chance again”. she thought she was going to die. and frankly, so did i.

The Angriest
let me tell you a story of this jerk ex-boyfriend i used to have! before we started dating, he had this girlfriend whom he was in an LDR with. yet at the same time, he had feelings for me. so one time while we were hanging out, he actually kissed me. so okay, very awkward lah kan. after the customary few days of avoiding the incident, we decided to talk about it properly. he was like, oh i kissed you cos i have feelings for you, and i have wanted to break up with my girlfriend for a long time already, just didnt know how, blablabla, give me some time, blablabla. so like a naive fool, of course i believed that. about a month later, i was feeling increasingly uncomfortable and grossed out, and i made him pick, so as to stop wasting our time. he later told me he had broke up with his girlfriend, and from her blog it clearly looked to be like that. BUT here’s the twist!!!!! you know what the idiot told her? “hey honey, can you please remove all traces of me from your blog, because my mother found your blog and she’s not happy about the relationship!”

wahlauweh. i tell you ah, the assholes i associate myself with. anyway i later went on to have a 2 year relationship with him. yea i know, what the hell was i thinking, right?

The Most Thankfully Surprised
yesterday!!!!!!!! i’m still reeling from the shock.

The Most Tulan (Annoyed)
August 2005. i was supposed to represent my school in this interschool public speaking competition, but a few days before the competition, i find out that it is to be postponed to 2 weeks ahead. sooo, that made the competition clash with my student exchange trip to Corea. since the latter was already set in stone, i had no choice but to withdraw from the competition and give my place to this junior. i was extremely extremely upset, because this competition meant a lot to me in ways i cannot explain to anyone who wasnt there in 2004. i was later told by my teacher that my replacement couldnt write her own speech, so she was to take mine (titled Differences and Diversity, one that i was very proud of), and present it as her own.

needless to say i wasnt exactly VERY happy about that, already being sore about the fact that i couldnt be there, and instead had to go to Corea with a bunch of people that i wanted to slap in the face. well anyway SOMEONE told my teacher that i wouldnt like having my speech taken (to this day i dont know who it was, i’m guessing it’s a schoolmate who reads my blog) so before i left he told me that the girl would write her own speech. i later find out he lied, and she went ahead and presented my speech anyway. Aira emailed me the second day i was in Corea to let me know the girl won 2nd place at the competition. wah! i was tulan like nothing else. then when i went back to school, that bloody ingrate never even had the courtesy to say ‘thank you for the speech’!

The Most Regretted
making out with that idiot at Atmosphere. and that other idiot also. ohmyGAWD. alcohol or none, still very, very, VERY stupid decisions. i believe that the closing down of Atmosphere is divine intervention towards the purpose of me not repeating this very dumb, very inebriated mistake.

The Most Stressed
the first few weeks of November. cramming in some serious last-minute studying for SPM whilst handling prom organizing aint no joke. i was so crabby and irritable all the time, and focusing on anything besides those two things was really really hard. i think i almost died.

The Most Self-Satisfied
losing the Taylors Debate to SMKDJ. haha i know it sounds really weird, to be self satisfied after losing, but i honestly WAS, cos we were better than them. and it felt good, despite the loss.

The Most Embarassing
seriously, nothing beats the time my acceptance speech when i went onstage to recieve my award during prom. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!! and no i’m not telling you what i said.

The Most Shocked
my first kiss with my 2nd boyfriend. it happened in a bus, of all places. i was like, omg, this is so not happening. hey actually come to think of it, my first kiss with my 4th boyfriend was pretty shocking too.

The Most Confused
this time last year when i wasnt sure whether i was being lied to. the truth didnt exactly matter, but i just WANTED TO KNOW!!! anyway turns out i wasnt being lied to. hahaha. i love how things arent always what they seem.

The Most Excited
RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPM RESULTS ARE OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

please do wish me all the best :( i will soooooooo need it!

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