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“why so long never blog”

“i died already, remember??? damien rice and i are not meant to be! how can you expect me to accept the brutality of that fact and go. on. living?!”

i’m just crossing my fingers hoping that JT wins the ebay auction for me. will find out in 2 days if i got the ticket. augh two days is like, forever, man. siiiiiiiiiiigh. self, take this as a lesson to never again procrastinate, EVER. or at least, until college starts.

SPEAKING OF COLLEGE. every time people ask “so, what’s your plan now?” i’ll just go, “oh, ADP Taylors in May. either a mass comm major or a psychology major, not sure yet. no rush anyway!” but the more i parrot off this sentence, the more rushed i feel. march is ending in a bit, and then it’s April, and i’ll be a month away from college. nooooooooo. where did my 3 months of fun go?! i love my life right now. it’s the fucking bomb. i dont want it to ever end!

which is precisely the reason why i’m thinking of waiting till January next year to start college. or even better yet, apply rightaway for the Spring intake in US schools. i could fill up the next 9 months easy - there seem to be a couple of student exchanges (Switzerland, Budapest) open for applications at the moment, as well as this charity programme where young people travel to a rural area and help out with stuff there. this year’s destination is Borneo, and they leave in June if i’m not wrong. it all sounds very fun, but i’m just so torn between the whole education slash doingmyownthing dilemma.

and my dream (well, a newfound one) of attending an ivy league uni has just been slashed to bits and pieces! from what i hear, transfer students arent very readily accepted there, even if you have SATs qualifs. dude. no way on earth will i do A-levels. that and mass comm courses are quite unheard of in the Ivies? so i guess settling for a non-ivy will have to do. (hey smartypants, does U of Penn accept transfer students?)

i’ve been in an odd state lately. it’s not a bad state, but it’s not GOOD either? it’s just very strange, and very alien. though i suspect i’m beginning to quite like it. perhaps i’ll blog more about this when some strange dude isnt trying to read over my shoulder, and then y’all can help me figure out what the heck is going on in the shadowed alcoves of my mind!

Things that i’m re-doing :

1) re-reading the Da Vinci Code. borrowed the illustrated version from Aira, and it kicks ass. to staunch Christians who are ready to spear me for even picking up the book (COUGHMISSMABILCOUGH), please, save it for someone whose faith isnt going to be shaken by a mere fictitious book. i’m not afraid. and you shouldnt be, either.

2) re-playing Final Fantasy 8. HAHA i love this game! i’m currently on the way to Timber to meet Rinoa, who at this point is a sleepy moody ‘Princess’ who makes ugly train carriages.

oh and after ignoring 4 seasons of American Idol, i’ve finally got hooked on it. i havent watched today’s elimination so i have no idea who got kicked out, but judging from the performances yesterday, it has to be Bucky. i am totally rooting for Chris Daughtry as this season’s winner, i LOVE him. and no matter how much people hate Kevin Covais, he will always have a special spot in my heart! so utterly precious!

recently uncovered my camera from the abyss of the black hole that is my room, so expect some photos coming up soon! :D

27 comments March 23rd, 2006