Leave Me Out Of Your Politics

i always take the wrong exit door out of my dreams. my head was already clouded with apprehension and the ends of my hair dusted with melancholia before i even rolled out of the bed. bad day, bad day. why does it have to be easter day?

as my nearest and dearest would know, i’ve recently chanced upon shocking news that seemed trivial and almost laughable at first, but upon deeper contemplation is something i really cant shake loose from the tips of my fingers. i feel completely violated, and i sense an odd affliction of mental-vaginismus just waiting to burst out and clamp down on me. dont really know what to do, and i wish i could say i didnt give a fuck.

hope y’all had a good easter :) the presence of easter eggs and fluffy bunnies in my easter weekend was dearly missed, but i had a nice and packed weekend despite the looming penumbra of bitterness hovering above me the entire time.

i just gotta sleep it off. tomorrow is another long day that i am not looking forward to at all. why? cos circumstances went out of hand again. the control freak in me is screaming for the reigns but the lost and found corner is nowhere in sight. gimme back my damn power.

Comments April 17th, 2006