Sensory Overload
November 10th, 2006
the lock finally clicks open.
fucking luckily, i mumble to myself, in my head, yes in my head, though in retrospect i probably mumbled (in my head) something more incoherent than ‘fucking luckily’, because ‘fucking luckily’ sounds too proper to be something i would say to myself in my head. it was probably something like, ‘fuckinghdsfkshgdfgf’.
i’m not worried about the second lock. i figure that if i managed to get past the first lock, i will definitely get past the second. i mean, no one changes the lock on one gate and not the other, right? and i cant have gotten the wrong apartment because if i did, i wouldnt even have gotten past the first lock. right? right? whatever. i’ve already unlocked the 2nd lock.
ooh, suspense!
i close the door behind me and the first thing i notice is how neat the apartment is, and then his black socks on the floor. i grin to myself as i stand there, soaking everything in. this place smells the same. looks the same. edith has left a note on the glass table about the laundry. the fridge is still bare, but has my malted Vitasoy from the last time. there is a box of Godiva too! oh goody, real food!
slowly, i walk to his room, telling myself not to rush. trailing my fingertips on the white walls. then i open the door. allow myself 2 seconds to lean against the doorframe.. but 2 seconds is all i can take. i need to indulge now. and so i crawl into his bed. envelope myself with his duvet, the one he sleeps with every night. press my face into his pillows. into his scent. that scent. yeah, that scent. oh my god. a stream of nonwords like jghfdkhdjkghdfslhgd run haphazardly though my mind as i feel my entire body drowning. just drowning in all that is him. it feels like falling.
julian ng. come home quick. and find me. and kiss me.
Entry Filed under: Martianisms
15 Comments Add your own
1. entwined | November 10th, 2006 at 6:42 pm
very romantic and beautifully written :) ahaha you snuck into your bf’s house? :P that’ll give him a nice surprise :)
2. MichelleSY | November 10th, 2006 at 6:49 pm
Are you back in Mars? =)
3. Sv | November 10th, 2006 at 10:36 pm
wow.
4. reallybites | November 10th, 2006 at 10:45 pm
julian’s a nice name.
and what/whos edith? filipino maid? heh
5. Waifon | November 10th, 2006 at 11:14 pm
oh oh, sudah sampai yeah!? selamat ber- romping!!! and get more Reese’s! oh to make you a little happier, The Cocoa Tree at KL Sentral will be bringing in stocks but dunno when. I assume it would most probably be the mini sized one, less sugar bleargh. go get choco fix there cos i had orgasms there and then. Got Yorks and Aussie’s Malteser wheee!!!
6. chioeves | November 11th, 2006 at 12:26 am
apa ni?. love bordering sex fantasy ka?
7. Adrian C | November 11th, 2006 at 8:31 am
God must really love Julian Ng. What a lucky guy … :)
8. jirwan | November 11th, 2006 at 4:17 pm
eh su ann are u going to yr end ??
9. foreverjas | November 11th, 2006 at 6:44 pm
wah… so sweet n notti!! i wanna c more pictures of u and him lerh :P
10. Johann | November 11th, 2006 at 8:05 pm
But it wasn’t the reason you were in HK in the first place right? :P
11. ShaolinTiger | November 11th, 2006 at 8:50 pm
So lomantik one..
12. tze | November 12th, 2006 at 1:18 am
i think u nvr talk to me for like 1290387912302 years ady.
*sulks
13. TheRealAnonymous | November 12th, 2006 at 5:41 am
WAH.
*melts*
14. pinkpau | November 12th, 2006 at 10:24 pm
entwined : yep i did. haha scared him apparently.
michellesy : yup. but back in kl already.. :(
sv : why wow?
reallybites : yea! haha why this few days u so psychic wan!
waifon : hehe i got a new addiction. australia’s Pods and TimTams! :D
chioeves : what kind of a question is that?
adrian c : his response to that is God loves everyone.. haha
jirwan : yup babe. u?
foreverjas : didnt take many this time around.. but will put a few up soon!
johann : heehee. shhh!
shaolintiger : veli lomantik leh!
tze : i know!!! i so miss you!
therealanonymous : need some help re-solidifying urself? :P
15. TheRealAnonymous | November 13th, 2006 at 1:39 am
hehehe… so sweet of u lar… of course melt laar. Wish i had a gf like u… *sobs*
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