Lesson Learnt
this has been the most depressing christmas eve ever. i’m doing this all wrong. it’s not too late to fix things but i just cant help feeling shitty about being so careless. allowing the most beautiful time of the year to be screwed up because of inconsistency. confusion. perfectionist attitudes. too much thinking.
christmas used to be so easy. i’ve deviated from what matters most.
December 24th, 2006
