I Really Need To Sleep Like Now
January 20th, 2007
we’ve all got a bit of a perfectionist in us. i know i do. i just want things to be perfect. when people grab my hand and say, tell me, tell me everything!, i wanna be able to grin at the perfection of it all before i tell my perfectly perfect story. i dont want to hide anything. i’ve had enough of hiding things. i dont want to cry anymore. i just want to love. and i wanna know that i’m special. that there are special things. i dont want this doubt. i want teamwork. i want moments. i want affection and i wanna be spoiled. i wanna give affection. i have so much affection to give. i have so much love to give.
family is the best. my parents just came home with this huge chocolate cake. 3kgs of pure, unadulterated, lovely, sinful moist chocolate cake from Secret Recipe. coz it’s my mother’s birthday. my father got her flowers. isnt that so cute? my mother looked so happy that i couldnt bring myself to be mad at her for ‘borrowing’ my uber expensive shoes and favouritest ever bag without telling me. it was so funny, the moment she walked in the door and my eyes landed on the aforementioned plundered items, she rushed at me with wide open arms and wide open eyes like O___O and squealed, “dont scold me!!!”
aiyo how to be angry like that.
plus she brought back her birthday cake for me. yummy. i love you mummy.
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1. melvin | January 20th, 2007 at 5:02 am
“i wanna give affection. i have so much affection to give. i have so much love to give.”
if we could only have more pinkpau’s…then the world would be a better place :)
2. TheRealAnonymous | January 20th, 2007 at 6:38 am
So much love and affection to give… then share some wif me la woi… dun stingy! hahaa… =Þ lately I’m a bit short on these also… =Þ
Everybody wants to be perfect, though nobody is. All anyone ever could do, is just their best… and at most times, thats just enuff. Just perfect.
3. foreverjas | January 20th, 2007 at 12:21 pm
haha. how sweet. my mum also do that to me, she jz take away my stuff without permission and when she’s back i’m so so gonna yell at her. but her 0.0 face makes me.. ahhh. forgetboutit.
4. MichelleSY | January 20th, 2007 at 2:44 pm
LOL - your mom is adorable =) She sounds more like a sister than a mom actually!
5. applegurl | January 20th, 2007 at 4:37 pm
hey pinkpau! i think i sat behind you and your boyfriend yesterday in the cinema at mid valley =) were you both wearing white?
6. Adrian C | January 20th, 2007 at 6:44 pm
i see the apple doesn’t fall too far from the tree … u have the O___O eyes too! hehe …
7. bulat | January 20th, 2007 at 8:16 pm
aww ur mommy is cute~
8. foreverjas | January 20th, 2007 at 11:47 pm
hey. u sleep so late everynight ?? wht time ya wake up the nex day?
9. justakid | January 21st, 2007 at 12:18 am
hahahah aww dats so sweet…
10. jean | January 21st, 2007 at 12:18 am
moist chocolate cake from Secret Recipe!! yummmmyyyy ~
u’ve got a lovely motherrrr =pp
11. isa | January 21st, 2007 at 2:25 am
haha, yknow what i realise? your posts have a LOT of similarities to mine, the part about the wee hours fo morning.
the part bout having so much love to give.. lol
oh, and heres another way of celebrating a moms bday, check it out :
http://seindahirama.blogspot.com/
12. pinkpau | January 21st, 2007 at 3:42 am
melvin : hehe yes. make love, not war. make cakes, not wmd’s.
therealanon : honestly? nothing short of perfect is enough. perfect is perfect. and i want that.
foreverjas : does ur mother ruin ur shoes too??
michellesy : yeah.. she’s the sister who takes all ur clothes and ruins them :P but she’s a cool sister cos she has several credit cards.. hehe
applegurl : haha yes. that was us. i think i know who u are .. :) why didnt u say hi?! hey the movie damn nice right. best chinese flick i’ve watched in a while.
adrianc : eleh she learn the O___O from me wan!
bulat : sometimes only
foreverjas : yeah.. see even now im up late. dunno, varies depending on what time i have to go out
justakid : that she brought me back cake? :P
jean : OMG man.. if she doesnt remove the cake from the house im going to finish it!!! 3kgs ok! thats like 3 times the size of a normal secret recipe cake!! :(
isa : great minds think alike eh :) hey WTF the cake from that blog is DAMN COOL!
13. TheRealAnonymous | January 21st, 2007 at 5:12 am
Well… as I said, all you could do is your best, and be happy about it. Sometimes it might seem like its not enuff… but you’ve gotta always look at the brighter side of things.
There’s a fine line between what we WANT, and what we NEED. We’ve always been getting what we really NEED… else we wouldn’t be here not would we? And at times, thats all that matters.
Men would never run out of things that they WANT. There more they get the more they’d want. Its a chain that never ends. Give a man an inch, and he’d ask for a mile. So count the things that really matters, thats what makes you feel blessed. Thats what makes life perfect.
14. foreverjas | January 21st, 2007 at 12:17 pm
ya. she ruins my shoes. and i get to buy a new pair . LOL.wow. u really stay up late.
15. reallybites | January 22nd, 2007 at 2:01 am
got cry ar when you watched happy bday? haha :P
16. linkin park band member | August 7th, 2007 at 3:41 pm
Good site. Thanks.
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