Rashes

February 2nd, 2007

i’ve got a really bad case of god-knows-what on my face. for brevity’s sake, i say it’s rashes whenever anyone asks (or rather, exclaim ‘what the FUCK happened to your face??’ gee thanks guys.. love you too). the last time this happened, i jokingly told the dermatologist that my boyfriend kissed me too much, but he didnt seem very humoured. he instead replied in a very serious tone and with a very straight face, ‘dont take it so lightly yah. it may be more serious yah.’

‘really? but it always goes away after a few days..’

‘exactly yah. this is a symptom of what we call lupus, yah.’

nooooooooooooooooooo! i’m dying!!!!!!!!

anyway that was two months ago. he told me to go back to him immediately the next time the rash comes back, which is now, but i didnt. cos i have a life. but irritatingly, this rash thingy is getting in the way of that. i stayed in the whole of yesterday and today, coz there was no way i would go anywhere with the freakin map of china on my face >:( right now, i should be walking out of the cinema after having watched The Holiday, a movie i have been waiting forever to watch!!! and then i should be heading to Maison, where everyone is. having mad fun, no doubt. without me. grrrr this hermitting sucks. i’m not even sure if i wanna go to school tomorrow. and it’s friday night summore!!! party night!!! see lah i knew i should have gone to see the doc earlier.

okay that’s it tomorrow i’m going to see the doc. rashes or what is potentially lupus, 1.5 days of my social life is all you shalt have, but no more! i am getting rid of you tomorrow. hopefully SJMC will have a dermatologist as hot as McDreamy. heehee.

i hereby enclose a picture of a wall.

i hereby enclose stupid perasan pictures of me in front of said wall. yay for camera self-timers!!!

and then my battery died.

okay i know you cant see the rashes in the above pictures. i have no idea why. BUT IT’S THERE I SWEAR TO YOU IT IS. this Martian keeps saying it’s nothing. can anybody who’s seen me face-to-face (you know, as opposed to someone who’s all the way in hongkong and only sees me via webcam) in the past 3 days please leave a comment and tell him how terrible the condition of my skin is!!! -____- faster!! i damn cannot tahan ppl accusing me of being dramatic.

i mean, me? dramatic? please lah. -____-

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21 Comments Add your own

  • 1. MichelleSY  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 1:00 am

    Lupus? Lupus???? LUPUS?????????

    Ok, ok, sorry sweetheart, but it’s not everyday you get told you may (or hopefully may not) have an autoimmune disorder.

    Please take care of yourself ok (and Martian, please take care of her too!)

    *frowns worriedly*

  • 2. pinkpau  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 1:02 am

    michellesy : yea i actually looked it up on the net, and this malar/butterfly rash they say is a symptom of lupus IS what i get every now and then. on avg about once every 1-2 months. the doc mentioned it was a manifestation of problems with my immune system.. but i donno .. i feel pretty healthy, haha. gonna go back to him and see what he has to say, though this time around it’s not as bad as it used to be.

    aiya Martian wont take care of me wan. he’ll just ask me to sleep early and stop eating cakes =( so bad right.

  • 3. MichelleSY  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 1:10 am

    Thank goodness you feel quite well lah wei….
    As for Martian I have two words for him: care package!!!!!
    MUAhahahahaahahahahah

  • 4. TheRealAnonymous  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 5:20 am

    aiseh… if u haven’t gotten the rashes… me and arch and fugz were at maison lerz… !! haha… =Þ

  • 5. Waifon  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 8:28 am

    does tht mean i dont get to see you tmrw? :( Get well soon!

  • 6. Tiara  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 12:29 pm

    eep! Lupus is more serious than just a skin rash. I hope all goes well for you at the checkup! *healing vibes*

  • 7. Ginny  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 2:00 pm

    pink pau is now litereally pink ;p

  • 8. Az1  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 5:10 pm

    Good thing you don’t get rashes on your bum.

  • 9. justakid  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 6:49 pm

    ahh poor thing.. erm rashes rite? is it itchy? it’s lik.. allergy rite? jz dat i have a bad case of allergy too.. i feel 4 u :(

  • 10. Fadzrul  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 8:39 pm

    Probably you’ve got herpes from all the camwhoring…lol

  • 11. Kevin  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 8:41 pm

    Your skin will now start to peel off from your faceeee…wahaha and last night I actually dreamt of Jess being a super drama queen, so as a reminder..you can never dethrone her haha

  • 12. smartypants  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 8:49 pm

    not asking you to be a worry wart. but agree with the doc & certain authority not to take certain things too lightly. what certain things? college attendance and pinky rash.

    “good worry” is the starting point for problem-solving. it is healthy and realistic to worry about some of life’s problems….. this comment is definitely revealing my age!!…but argghhh..just cant help myself !!

  • 13. foreverjas  |  February 2nd, 2007 at 10:12 pm

    miss ya blog!!! no time to online!!! aww TT

  • 14. pinkpau  |  February 3rd, 2007 at 2:24 am

    michellesy : ooh i lurveeeee care packages!

    therealanon : ya i know, arch told me!

    waifon : see how lor when i wake up :(

    tiara : i must have recieved those vibes cos my rashes cleared up today :) almost all gone, yay!

    ginny : yaaaaaaaa

    az1 : how u know i dun get those!

    justakid : not itchy, but stings! especially when kena hot water. what are u allergic to?

    fadzrul : wow you’re an intelligent one.. med school must have been a breeze

    kevin : i can dethrone jess anytime ok!

    smartypants : hey my college attendance very good wan ok :P im always present, unlike in high school. cos in college attendance grants u a certain percentage -___- hehe i think i was born with more than my fair share of worrywartedness! must be from ur side of the family lah!

    foreverjas : good to see u bak online :)

  • 15. Fadzrul  |  February 3rd, 2007 at 2:39 am

    Im in Business school btw. Though it’s my theory that cameras can spread STDs, Shutter Transmitted Diseases.

  • 16. Cheryl  |  February 3rd, 2007 at 2:15 pm

    Did the flare up only happen after you exposed yourself to the sun? It can cause grave problems to your joints, heart, kidney and others; it’s only good to see your doc and do some specialised blood test to confirm or rule out this diagnosis.

  • 17. Adrian C  |  February 3rd, 2007 at 7:31 pm

    wow. looks pretty bad (ok lah, not that bad lah). hope u feel better pinks, bte how did u get it?!?!

  • 18. Lynny  |  February 4th, 2007 at 11:19 am

    heeey i saw in your sidebar that you watched Babel. how was it?? was thinking of catching it, but i won’t if it’s just going to be another Crash/Closer (genre getting a little too generic) +__+

  • 19. pinkpau  |  February 5th, 2007 at 6:21 am

    fadzrul : nice theory :) very witty. looking forward to that thesis.

    cheryl : nope, i have no idea what causes it. i used to think it was the airplane or change in climate cos it would always hit when i was travelling, but nowadays it comes and goes even when im in kl. yup i heard all that from my dermatologist, abt the joints heart kidneys etc. but i didnt manage to see him this time around :\ it cleared up quite quickly.

    adrian c : can see meh in the pictures?? and i dunno how i got it

    lynny : i LOVED babel. it was a work of art. it’s nothing like closer :) prolly more towards crash.

  • 20. steph  |  February 6th, 2007 at 4:43 pm

    rashes eh? that’s really odd. ive currently been sporting some similar sounding rash on my face too and no, i havent seen a doctor either. well rather it just came about recently. im just taking mine as a heat rash/ allergy to some chips ive been snacking alot on recently. hope your rash is better now.

    as for maison’s pity about your rash as i was there the night you were meant to be there too. it couldnt have possibly have been some form of gathering with friends from college could it? spotted a number ot taylor’s peeps that night. not sure if mj and co are part of your crowd.

  • 21. kristof  |  February 10th, 2007 at 1:28 pm

    hey i’ve seen some people with a case of lupus, it’s not a pretty thing. tis some serious shit. there is no cure but it can be supressed so start treatment early so you don’t have any scars.

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