Fourth Time’s The Charm

February 19th, 2007

the first thing i went to take was my mobile phone charger. i didnt have time to slam doors, not that it would have worked as prior experience would tell me. i picked my clothes up from the floor and my books from the desk. and the whole time i was angry. then he came in and grabbed me by the wrists in an effort to stop me from going. my left wrist still hurts. he shouted and i screamed. there was no place for reason or civility, and when the phone rang, neither of us picked it up. i realized i was not used to this. i didnt quite know what to do. like is this the part where i burst into tears? or do i just keep up this furious tirade? and there he was shouting explanations into my face and into my red checkered shirt. was that supposed to comfort me? was i supposed to feel reassured? i thought he was missing the point, and he thought i was missing the point. well, fuck the points. fuck that shit. all i could think of was leaving. and i did. but i came back. what can i say? i’m just a girl with a personality disorder.

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18 Comments Add your own

  • 1. kelvin  |  February 19th, 2007 at 5:28 pm

    he did it again, huh.

    you didn’t tell me about the 3rd time. or did i miss it?

  • 2. Ginny  |  February 19th, 2007 at 11:44 pm

    *o* uhhhhh

  • 3. alea  |  February 20th, 2007 at 1:04 am

    whoa. drama rama.

  • 4. Waifon  |  February 20th, 2007 at 1:29 am

    Take. A. Chill. Pill. *hugs*

  • 5. reallybites  |  February 20th, 2007 at 2:42 am

    la la la la

    must.remb.ny.resolution.

  • 6. the director  |  February 20th, 2007 at 3:26 am

    why did you go back? babe, it’s about time you stopped putting up with his shit.

    hugs.

  • 7. TheRealAnonymous  |  February 20th, 2007 at 3:42 am

    ouch.

  • 8. pinkpau  |  February 20th, 2007 at 3:50 am

    kelvin : he did it again :) and u didnt miss the third.. it just happened on the same day as the fourth.

    ginny : dun open ur mouth so big!

    alea : indeed .. :)

    waifon : i very chill oredi. now i just want cake..

    reallybites : muahaha! resist temptation!

    the director : i blame it on grey’s anatomy. aiyo why u say until like that.. he’s not that bad.

    therealanon : yeah.

  • 9. ArtificiallyVerbose  |  February 20th, 2007 at 4:29 am

    1) I’m awake on a caffein boost and guess who’s fault it is…
    2) U just had mashed Tiramisu!
    3) Have more maggi
    4) Be happy
    5) Stop your one person comment box monologue ;)

  • 10. pinkpau  |  February 20th, 2007 at 4:38 am

    artificially verbose :

    1) heehee but it had ice cream in it!!
    2) no, i mashed it after i was done with the tiramisu..
    3) most definitely. i picked tom yam and chicken flavoured.
    4) only if i can find a way to attend rachel y and album leaf without getting a 10% reduction on my econs final grade!!
    5) it’s a TWO-person comment box dialogue.. and the occasional three-person, when you-know-who is being nice to me.. :D

  • 11. Ginny  |  February 20th, 2007 at 11:57 am

    hahahaha… =@

  • 12. MichelleSY  |  February 20th, 2007 at 2:09 pm

    Hope it’s all blown over by now.

    Sometimes, just sometimes, I wonder if couple fight just so they can make up. Fly into a rage, kiss and make up, then nestle in each other’s arms afterwards – shiok right sometimes?

  • 13. tze  |  February 20th, 2007 at 4:35 pm

    everytime i threaten to leave, he stops me.

    one day he just.. didn’t, and this whole new feeling creeped into my hands from my spine

    and i left anyway.

    SO THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS cannot try to leave too many times wtf.

  • 14. joanne  |  February 20th, 2007 at 7:37 pm

    eh~..i heard this kind of story before… so it seems to me you are not alone..cheer up k k?………after the fight u guys love and understand each other more right, right???..or??…..i would prefer if he stop screaming at u….after holding your wrist he should actually hug you tight and shout “I LOVE YOU”..instead of shouting nonsense..i bet that time you will faint..HAHAHA…(opps..me n me fantasy)

  • 15. pinkpau  |  February 20th, 2007 at 8:32 pm

    ginny : :D

    michellesy : haha i actually know someone who likes make-up sex so much she looks forward to big fights with her boyfriend. damn strange!

    tze : wise words from tze the love guru! that is one moral i have yet to adopt :P

    joanne : he did do that.. but i didnt faint. haha. too angry to faint.

  • 16. Jones  |  February 20th, 2007 at 10:38 pm

    Why can’t arguers stop pretending not to understand the other arguer’s points?

    Arrr know I given you de plank before, but yarr always welcome aboard me ship with open hooks. :)

  • 17. pinkpau  |  February 21st, 2007 at 2:12 am

    jones : it’s called denial. i will clamber upon yer ship soon, matey, but only if you promise to have cake onboard! and rum, of course. arrrrr. and what’s with the url?!

  • 18. Jones  |  February 21st, 2007 at 10:10 am

    Unfortunately, the voice on my shoulder tells me it’s bad for me. How can cake be bad for me? I AM bad. Arrr.

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