Rashes

i’ve got a really bad case of god-knows-what on my face. for brevity’s sake, i say it’s rashes whenever anyone asks (or rather, exclaim ‘what the FUCK happened to your face??’ gee thanks guys.. love you too). the last time this happened, i jokingly told the dermatologist that my boyfriend kissed me too much, but he didnt seem very humoured. he instead replied in a very serious tone and with a very straight face, ‘dont take it so lightly yah. it may be more serious yah.’

‘really? but it always goes away after a few days..’

‘exactly yah. this is a symptom of what we call lupus, yah.’

nooooooooooooooooooo! i’m dying!!!!!!!!

anyway that was two months ago. he told me to go back to him immediately the next time the rash comes back, which is now, but i didnt. cos i have a life. but irritatingly, this rash thingy is getting in the way of that. i stayed in the whole of yesterday and today, coz there was no way i would go anywhere with the freakin map of china on my face >:( right now, i should be walking out of the cinema after having watched The Holiday, a movie i have been waiting forever to watch!!! and then i should be heading to Maison, where everyone is. having mad fun, no doubt. without me. grrrr this hermitting sucks. i’m not even sure if i wanna go to school tomorrow. and it’s friday night summore!!! party night!!! see lah i knew i should have gone to see the doc earlier.

okay that’s it tomorrow i’m going to see the doc. rashes or what is potentially lupus, 1.5 days of my social life is all you shalt have, but no more! i am getting rid of you tomorrow. hopefully SJMC will have a dermatologist as hot as McDreamy. heehee.

i hereby enclose a picture of a wall.

i hereby enclose stupid perasan pictures of me in front of said wall. yay for camera self-timers!!!

and then my battery died.

okay i know you cant see the rashes in the above pictures. i have no idea why. BUT IT’S THERE I SWEAR TO YOU IT IS. this Martian keeps saying it’s nothing. can anybody who’s seen me face-to-face (you know, as opposed to someone who’s all the way in hongkong and only sees me via webcam) in the past 3 days please leave a comment and tell him how terrible the condition of my skin is!!! -____- faster!! i damn cannot tahan ppl accusing me of being dramatic.

i mean, me? dramatic? please lah. -____-

21 comments February 2nd, 2007