Grrrrrrr
March 9th, 2007
some shit that has happened lately :
1. i got a 78% in my econs test. what is wrong with me??
2. after a 4-month long absence from the gym, i finally went back the other day. as per the usual, i went to get my body composition analysis done. i thought i wouldnt have to face my trainer’s wrath, because i’d actually lost weight during my time away from the gym. but then when my results were printed, the guy started laughing. “what???” i asked, barely masking my irritance. said he with a big grin, “you got some explaining to do to Lam (my trainer).. you may have lost weight, but that’s because your muscles have all converted to fat. prepare yourself ah…. your body fat percentage has gone up 5%!” -__________- what. the. fark. i am a whale!
3. after a lot of fretting and hesitation, i sent in my application for the Malaysian team that would represent the country in the World Schools Debating Championships. to my complete and utter shock and joy and jubilation and TOTAL HAPPINESS, i got a call yesterday saying i was selected to come audition for the team. i was so excited ok. i immediatelly called and emailed my nearest and dearests, to share with them what is the most amazing news i’ve gotten in a long time.
but. today. i got a call saying. that. i’m not eligible to join the team because. i’m enrolled in college.
ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH. and you know what is the worst part of it all … the reason they found out is actually my fault. coz i stupidly told them i was in college doing a degree programme. -____-
the above three reasons and some other unbloggable reasons had me way down down down in the doldrums today. starbucks caramel macchiato didnt help. gelato didnt help. a lot of kinder bueno didnt help. i wanna jump off building but Martian dont let. so i went and did this :

it’s been so long since i had short hair, i cant even remember what it feels like. i got bangs again, too. i think it looks better sideswept (below), but Martian and hockchuan disagree and think it looks better down (below below).


i thought i’d feel much better after doing this but i’m still awfully depressed. i’m in one of those phases where i just want to go far, far, far away and roll in flower fields or something.
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48 Comments Add your own
1. george | March 9th, 2007 at 2:37 am
first!!
i don’t remember the last time i ever got first post on your blog :p anyways, nice hair cut, maybe it’ll help you get better marks in your econs! hahaha
2. bulat | March 9th, 2007 at 2:41 am
hahaha i know how the “your body fat percentage has gone up 5%!” feels. totally…sarks. -_- but i continued my desserts anyway….just ran a heck lot more -___-”
and omg you really did it this time?! you cut your hair? i love sideswept more.
3. bulat | March 9th, 2007 at 2:44 am
p.s// girls always have better taste anyway no?: P
4. Kevin | March 9th, 2007 at 2:48 am
gay..seems like you didn’t email or mssg me to tell about the good news at 1st…so im no longer your nearest and dearest izzit? Finee.. no more reese’s pb cups for you, i don’t buy for ppl who’s not dear and near to meeeeee
5. eyen | March 9th, 2007 at 2:48 am
oh my god hahahaha
looks better sideswept hehe i hate fringe :P
6. melvin | March 9th, 2007 at 2:58 am
relax…take it easy ya… =)
7. TheRealAnonymous | March 9th, 2007 at 3:36 am
Sideswept looks more posh… let down looks more bubbly… i’d go with down on casual outings… and sideswept on more important dates where u’d need to dress up! =)
8. Jay | March 9th, 2007 at 4:07 am
78 on econ eh? I gotta ask…what was the avg?
Anyways, about the hair…hm. The sideswept pic really doesn’t do the do any justice, you know considering the camera is blocking half the cut. With that said, and my piss poor attempt to imagine the cut, I have to side with Martian and hockchuan. However, if you ask me “But, why lah?” (side note : was that the proper use of lah?) I won’t be able to tell you. I guess it has a somewhat nostalgic look behind it and I’ve been watching a handful of noir films lately, so I guess I’m drawn to the down look.
9. prawn | March 9th, 2007 at 5:20 am
NIce hair, something new for a change, but u look a bit ‘ah lien’ =P
10. slurp | March 9th, 2007 at 5:37 am
hi pinkpau, i took 3 credit hours of health-n-fitness course at USM before. so let me tell u something, which probably cheer u up.
most of the fitness centers analyze people body fat percentage by measuring the total body impedance (TBI). This is the fast n most non-invasive technique to estimate percentage of body fat. However, the accuracy is not guaranteed. It fluctuate between 20-30 percent. This depends very much on your hydration level at that time too. Water conducts electricity, remember?
Another thing is that it is not how much fat u have, but rather where u store it. In your case, i think it is stored at the right place. You ain’t “airport”, but voluptuously sexy. don’t u like that?
11. kiasu andrew | March 9th, 2007 at 6:00 am
aiyaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
you should’ve just told them you were doing a levels mah. :(
poor thing!
:(
!!!!!!
i think you should spike your hair.
12. alea | March 9th, 2007 at 7:44 am
i swear i think i have the same top as you but only in white heh.
anyways, nice haircut. something new! you look so much younger and cutesy! somehow you look like a taiwanese little girl. no joke ;D
13. lishun | March 9th, 2007 at 7:46 am
the good news is…your “cute” factor has gone up waaaaaaaay more than 5%. heh.
14. fisheye | March 9th, 2007 at 11:03 am
my god ur beautiful
15. BikerStud | March 9th, 2007 at 12:14 pm
1. What grade did you expect ?
2. Body fat composition machines are fake and will be banned by the Ministry of health following the new Medical devices Act currently being tabled. About bloody time too
3. Sometimes being economical with the truth is the protocol to follow
4. Other unbloggable reasons etc:
Nice Bob cut BTW…very Vidal Sasson..however hair cutting is your form of protest and reflects your helplessness in finding something that makes them feel fully alive. You need to seek meaning in movements of social change or intellectual engagement inside and outside the college
You are too constrained and stressed by expectations, so invaded by parental control that you have no room to turn to…
16. kristof | March 9th, 2007 at 12:28 pm
You look like a child actor in the 50’s. Not really a bad thing I guess.
17. sieutheng | March 9th, 2007 at 12:34 pm
O.O
18. T.U | March 9th, 2007 at 12:43 pm
Ooooooo…..sexy!!!
19. tze | March 9th, 2007 at 1:21 pm
i think both is nice, but sideswept is more elegant and fringe is more cute-sy. depends where you’re going and what do you want to achieve
and i can’t believe even you went short! should i cut my beautiful locks short too to keep up with the trend wtf
20. vvens | March 9th, 2007 at 2:33 pm
i think you look good in that but dont lar “open your curtain” hahaha.
you looked like you are wearing a wig in the last picture. ;p
nice :)
21. bs | March 9th, 2007 at 3:14 pm
kinda agree with vvens that u looked like you were donning a wig. i like slurp’s last sentence “You ain’t “airport”, but voluptuously sexy. don’t u like that?” that’s soooo true!
22. The Sim | March 9th, 2007 at 6:04 pm
i dunno why……. but, the moment i saw the third picture an image of Britanny Murphy appeared in my mind. But i dunno why.
New look but i don’t get to see it in person; even if i did i dunno whether to laugh and compliment you, OR hold my laughter and compliment you. Cuz as quite a few people mentioned above me, it’s cute.
23. AbbyC. | March 9th, 2007 at 7:08 pm
WIG LERR izzit? i m right one.
24. MichelleSY | March 9th, 2007 at 8:10 pm
I like both, but like tze said, it depends on what look you’re going for? Versatility is the key me thinks, and with a bob there’s so many ways you can play around with it.
Btw, I think your smile is gorgeous and your best feature =)
ps: Maybe some new hair accessories/ styling products will cheer you up a little? It really does suck, but I know you’ll have more chances to kick debating/ public speaking butt in the future (esp. if you’re gonna to be studying in the US of A)
25. Director | March 9th, 2007 at 8:45 pm
ehh….why ur hairstyle look the same justnow in class,i did’t realise ur hairstyle or u get ur haircut after college?
26. -_- | March 9th, 2007 at 8:46 pm
It’s a wig. I see strays sticking out and your original hair’s not as shiny.
27. nat | March 9th, 2007 at 9:08 pm
its a wig! @_@
its look plumpy and has shine quality as of a real wig! :D natural should have been in a more natural “flow” :P
it must be a wigg
O.O
28. Waifon | March 9th, 2007 at 11:59 pm
eh now I think it’s a wig! Cannot see clearly on MSN. this is one of your camwhore series issit!? but if it is real then side swept bangs nicer. woih i saw something that can even make a girl nosebleed :D
29. pinkpau | March 10th, 2007 at 12:36 am
HAHAHHA! you all very smart!
vvens!!!! you lah!!! go and mention it for what!! now everybody know oredi =(
30. bs | March 10th, 2007 at 1:41 am
no wonder la!!! ur hair suddenly so slick n shiny one!! hahahaha!
31. Rockengi | March 10th, 2007 at 5:13 am
wow , nice xD
32. alea | March 10th, 2007 at 9:03 am
ish. i’ve been fooled. i knew it looks something wrong there.
aiyaa. should have followed my instinct. hahah.
33. Yurisan | March 10th, 2007 at 9:56 am
since there’s already physical change, why not go the full monty and revamp yer lifestyle and toss out some ol’ habits?
just a suggestion tho
34. secretbear | March 10th, 2007 at 10:45 am
haha. I just knew deep down inside you wount do that to your hair. XD
35. Charlie | March 10th, 2007 at 11:06 am
The windswept look is so the better.
What do boys know about these things anyway? :P
36. vvens | March 10th, 2007 at 12:43 pm
huh?? beause of me meh? :(
*cries*
i also dint realised i was the one who mentioned that first. haha
and dont dare to say thats a wig incase its real.. HAHA.
*runs away*
37. MichelleSY | March 10th, 2007 at 1:07 pm
LOLZ! I was so taken in, here I was thinking you would be willing to part with your locks XD
38. miss susan | March 10th, 2007 at 1:51 pm
*ahem*… wish i could complain about getting 78% in my econs test…
39. pinkpau | March 10th, 2007 at 1:58 pm
george : no dice, my econs teacher is a woman!
bulat : im comfortable with my body but 5% is just too much!!! and no, as is obvious now, i didnt cut my hair :P
kevin : dont sulk ah you -____-
eyen : i agree!
melvin : i will try.. :)
therealanon : good advice!
jay : the average was low 60s. awww im so proud of you, that is indeed the right usage of ‘lah’ :D haha for some reason the bangs are just more popular with the guys.
prawn : haha oh noooooooo
slurp : ok nevermind the accuracy, but compared to 4 months ago using the same technique and equipment, i now have an increased amt of body fat, and a decreased amt of muscle mass. is that not bad?? =( haha okay lah thank u for saying im voluptuously sexy.. i feel a little bit better now :P
kiasu andrew : too late :P spike, eh? i’ll think abt it!
alea : i got mine from zara! and yes i believe ur little girl thing.. that’s what everyone’s been saying, that i look 12. =(
lishun : i shall take comfort in that :P
fisheye : aiyo no lah where got
bikerstud : 1. i expected a mid 90s grade bfore taking the paper, after taking the paper i expected low 80’s. 2. they’re going to ban BCA machines? thtat’s news to me. 3. well too late eh. i was always a profligate person 4. stop reading psych books
kristof : so it’s a good thing?
sieutheng : o__O
t.u : haha u must like young-looking girls
tze : i think u should give short hair a try. your long curls never felt like tzeching to me! for some strange reason. eh but u very sayang ur hair right.. i scared u slip into depression after u cut @_@
vvens : you!!!! haha! spoilt my little game!
bs : quite sharp right u and vvens! hmph.
the sim : brittany murphy had hair like that once, i think! for eighth mile. okay u can LOL and compliment me on msn :D
abby c : yes lah yes lah =(
michellesy : u think my smile is gorgeous? haha i was feeling so depressed tht day that i had to force all my smiles for the above pictures. bahh but i wanna debate with malaysiannsss =(
director : hahaha i never cut my hair :P it’s a wig.
-_- : thou art sharp!
nat : yes it is :(
waifon : hah what u saw?
rockengi : not real tho :P
alea : teehee :P
yurisan : i have habits that need changing? surely not!
secretbear : yeah im too much of a long hair person to ever do that :P
charlie : haha, i know right!
vvens : u spoil my fun!!
michellesy : well, not in the near future :P maybe next time.. like a LONG LONG time more..!
miss susan : 78% not low meh =(
40. wilzc | March 10th, 2007 at 4:01 pm
Fatty.. HAHAHA.. :P
41. pinkpau | March 10th, 2007 at 4:17 pm
so bad lah u =( nvm i shall listen to slurp who says those BCA machines are faulty. faulty, i tell you!!
and i dont want to introduce melb girls to u anymore!
42. dawn | March 10th, 2007 at 9:30 pm
everytime i’m upset about something, i take it out at my hair. I’ve cut my hair short countless times, regretting after it each time because i wanted my hair to be long. Oh well. But ppl say I look younger with my short hair :P
43. Michelle | March 10th, 2007 at 11:35 pm
I wish I could cut my hair that short but everytime it gets that short, the tresses will be like flying everywhere.
0_o
Cheer up anyway. The morrow will be a better day. =)
44. vvens | March 10th, 2007 at 11:41 pm
dont lar like that. :(
hahahaha.
45. BADAWI | March 11th, 2007 at 5:44 pm
I WANT TO FUCK YOU ALL NIGHT LONG BABY!!
46. qwerty | March 14th, 2007 at 3:31 pm
looks like a WIG to me too! haha
47. Jon'o | March 18th, 2007 at 1:18 pm
i switched on my computer and decided to read ur blog. weird eh? i dun ever do that.
neways, looks kinda good on you.
48. JonathanLim | April 7th, 2007 at 2:17 pm
then again, i think i so got duped
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