Take Me Home

if there is one thing i absolutely cannot stand, it is the loss of opportunity. my most depressed (ok i use this loosely, perhaps ‘gloomiest’ would be a better word) stages in life are always when i want to do something badly, AM SO CLOSE to doing that something, but at the last minute it is snatched out of my hands by some warped and unexpected circumstance. i hate it when that happens. really hate it.

so dont talk to me about the ESUM public speaking competition. i went to watch the semifinals today and was totally shocked at the quality of the speeches at semifinal level. some of them didnt even *have* their speeches prepared, or even understood the meaning of ’straw that broke the camel’s back’. arhghghghghgh see lah, lim su ann. panic summore lah. have low confidence summore lah. pull out of competition summore lah. see who regrets now. bitch. no one to blame but yourself.

@#*%&$*(^*$( okok the end of whining. THE END. next time no more panicking and no more low confidence and no more last minute no-shows.

eh but the public speaking circuit is a small one. saw 3 friends and 2 other familiar faces at the semifinals. gooooo sharmin, caryn, john. hope you three make it to the finals! if i cant be there, i wanna at least live vicariously through you guys :P okay maybe except john. coz his debate team kicked my team’s ass and went on to win the championship trophy and i’m still bitter

damn funny right this face! i love it. coz it’s so ME, muahaha.

a photo from our pool orgy tonight :

i wanna say a big thank you to everyone who took the time to pull me out of my little depressed rut over the past 2 weeks. i totally appreciate it, even if i was too sullen to say so. everything has been so emotionally taxing, i feel like i dont have any life left in me. but i’m okay now. i ate two oranges this morning and for some reason i felt inexplicably better. and i also encountered the coolest cabbie ever this afternoon, who sang songs for me (we belted out Take Me Home Country Road together loudly) and told me to have more sex. haha i liked him sooooo much, not because he told me to have more sex, but because he was just so awesome. he totally knew how to make me feel better. i entered his cab a very sulky girl, and i came out giggling like crazy. he later asked me if i would go watch Mr Bean with him.. hahaha! so funny. i replied, ‘date someone your own age lah uncle!’ and he said, ‘you shaddup, hypocrite’. -__-

and he very perasan wan, says he looks like Jackie Chan. but that’s okay, awesome people can be as perasan as they want. (Jay, for your benefit, perasan means self-absorbed or vain)

as i got out of the car, he said, ‘girl ah dont be be sad okay. remember never to take things too seriously in life. oh and dont forget to have sex. byebye!’

Comments April 8th, 2007