People
i feel like dying today.
but i am very, very grateful for all the people in my life who keep me going, keep me smiling, keep me encouraged. i seriously have some of the most amazing people in my life - be it my best friends, my family, my boyfriend, acquaintances, people whom i dont know who email me and leave me comments, or schoolmates. they do all these big things and little things for me, whether consciously or otherwise, and i dont know what i did to deserve them. i really cant think of a single right thing that i’ve done to be worthy of their kindness, their love, their time and their belief in me.
so i want to dedicate this post to these amazing people in my life :) dont be angry at me if your name is not in here, ok? it doesnt mean i dont appreciate what you’ve done for me, it just means i have such a crappy state of mind when i’m functioning on almost 36 hours without sleep. that and i still feel like dying.
to my baby, thank you for always being there for me even when the worst side of me emerges. thank you for always knowing the right things to say and for all of your love and tenderness.
to my dad, thank you for layaning me everytime i complain about something. thank you for going to the balcony to smoke whenever i’m in the living room cos you know how much i hate the smell of cigarettes.
to andrew, thank you for the encouragement and your infectious optimism, and for never giving up on me when i give up on myself
to tim tam, thank you for calling to check on me this morning and for all the insightful conversation, and for being such a great person to talk to
to hock chuan, thank you for the patience, the movie, the jacket, the funny things you say
to tze ching, thank you for loving yourself and also for saying all the things i need to hear
to suet li, thank you for the inspiration that is you and barry
to smartypants, thank you for all the help and guidance for all the years of my life
to songjun, thank you for always being on my side
to matteus, thank you for the reminder of what’s important
to (anonymous person who was mean about my blog! :P), thank you for all the help
to chenchow, john lee, enghan, joyce and the other john lee, thank you for the advice
to beaver, thank you for your being so YOU and so fun to be with
to stewie, thank you for the lovely recommendation you wrote me
to wenqi, thank you for all the times where we ranted together and shared stories
to skyler, thank you for being a comrade and for all our funny conversations
to vicnan, thank you for never forgetting to drop me a mssg even though i never reply you wan
to firdauz, thank you for lunch tomorrow and for the mixed CD and the card i never got
to my mom, thank you for your fortitude
to aira, thank you for being you and always listening and for being the voice of reason
to ivan, thank you for your kisses even when i say i dont want them
to sieutheng, thank you for always supporting me
to kenny, thank you for giving me a reason not to kill myself :P
to boo1 and boo2, thank you for the concern and excitement about my relationship (yah boo1, i know you woke boo2 up just to check out my Facebook.. haha)
to johann, thank you for always reminding me how melbourne and you are always there for me
to eeyang, thank you for never judging me and always understanding the things i say and dont say
to chwee sze, thank you for checking on me that morning
to bernard, thank you for being persistent even though i’m such a terrible FFKer
to jeremy, thank you for your random early morning crap
to kelvin, thank you for kalbi and cheese and crackers and destressing
to suanie and michellesy, thank you for the motherly concern :P
to george, thank you for the good music
to benny, thanks for always sticking up for me and for cake when i need it most
to pauly, thank you for your kind offer to help me with personal voice, haha
to all commenters on my college post, thank you for all the advice and opinions and input
to ben, thank you for the krispy kreme and for letting me win in scrabble
to nazrul, thank you for giving me a reality check during WILD
to jon, thank you for your quiet wisdom
to puppy, thank you for the exposure (of the decent kind) and for your encouragement to work things out
to vvens, thank you for my birthday present :P i’ve been making it last for so long
to booha, thank you for the conversations that are never boring
to icyqueengoddess, thank you for understanding where i’m coming from
to azlan, thank you for fight club and for coming back this christmas
to ezra, thank you for the calm moments
to waffle, thank you for seeing what other guys dont
to ria and dawn, for being so sweet even though we’ve never met throughout this time
to that guy in metropolitan, thank you for lending me your jacket during the exam
to encik isk and encik adenan and mdm teh, thank you for your time
to voon, thank you for the funny carplate picture
to jeff, thank you for not believing me when i said i did badly for my SATs :P
to short brother, thank you for letting me boss you around all the time
to arthur, thank you for being so weirdly you
to chew, thank you for always being concerned about me when i’m sad
to raihan, thank you for being so cute and noisy
to freddy and the boys, thank you for agreeing that i’m RIGHT!
to the folks at starbucks, thank you for a perfect toffee nut latte every single time
to the waiter at secret recipe, thank you for the free brownie when i was stressed out about my SATs
to jovann, thank you for being such a cute penguin and for temaning me shopping that day
to waimin, thank you for your neverending unselfishness and for accepting me for who i am
and lastly, to God, thank you for always, always being there no matter how many times i forget that you are. thank you for all the right things at all the right times, and above all, thank you for giving to me all the people i have in my life.
Comments December 10th, 2007
