I’ve Still Not Gotten Used To The 7 in 2007

December 31st, 2007

the new year is just hours away. but i know these hours, in the next few minutes, will shrink into shreds of fibrous somethingness and we will fall, fall, fall down to 2008 before we know it. will you land gracefully on your feet or will you flail and break your jaw? i dont know what will happen to me. i dont know what 2008 holds. the last day of 2007 is here with me as i sit here wondering how i managed to screw things up for myself yet again. is my 2007 going to forever be the year of screw-ups?

i asked him if i would be okay. he held my face in his hands and said, yes, you will be okay because you’re amazing. i wanted to cry and say, no i’m not amazing. i’m really just a stupid clueless girl who doesn’t know what the hell to do but wants it so badly.

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