Everybody, Meet My First Love

April 15th, 2008

it is 6 a.m, but instead of sleeping like i should be, or finishing Catcher in the Rye at home and in the comfort of my warm bed like i could be, i am here in Mamak-Near-My-House, STUDYING, with this.. incorrigible idiot who thinks that he can pass his finals by mugging only TWO HOURS before his paper starts. yaaa i cant believe it either. this is exactly why we broke up so many years ago. priorities in life too different, haih.

everybody, meet eeyang.

he is my first love and one of my best friends to this day :) as i write this, he’s sitting across the table from me, mugging for his CSCI paper that is two hours away, from a textbook that he DIDN’T EVEN HAVE, which *I* had to print out for him. my sole task on this fine morning is to sit here with him and make sure he studies and to scold him every once in a while when he gets distracted by shiny things :\ i even had to bring my pencil case for him because i wasn’t sure if he would have any stationery on him -_-

our relationship has always been like this. when we were going out in Form 2, it was one of those classic high school relationship stereotypes where the jock was going out with the nerd in some aberration of the natural high school ecosystem. well, no prizes for guessing who the jock and the nerd are respectively, but i was a very pretty and sociable nerd okay!!! we were from completely different and very segregated circles, but as fate often has it, it was only a matter of time before we found each other and fell completely head over heels in love.

we came from very different backgrounds and we didn’t like or do the same things, but at our very cores we were almost made for each other. we were both rebels at heart – impatient, ambitious and never letting anyone or anything get in our way, we were both all about feelings and emotions, and we really understood each other. where one of us lacked something, the other filled up that void. for the first time, i understood what people meant when they talked about puzzle pieces and completing each other. like i said, we didn’t like or do the same things, but we always took a lot of joy in learning and discovering the other person’s world. i spent a lot of time cheering him on at his basketball games, and he used to come over to my classroom and hang out with my friends, who all loved him. i remember how he gave Aira an entire pack of crackers for her birthday, because we used to call her Pollie the Parrot :P he taught me all about computers, sports and cars, and i taught him all about grammar, geography and history. in Kemahiran Hidup classes, he did all my woodwork for me while i did all his jahitan. yeah, it was one of those relationships :)

we went out for about a year before we split up and he went to a different school. neither of us saw the split coming, and in hindsight it was one of those things that shouldn’t have happened. then came many years of very little contact, where we would hang out only once in a while or turn to each other whenever we had issues that no one else but us would understand. we’ve been spending a lot of time together lately, because yes, we’ve both been having issues and of course we just naturally turn to each other – just like it’s been from the very beginning :)

this is us at Jalan Alor having that clam seafood thingy (informally called chuit chuit but i have no idea what its real name is) where you have to suck the meat out of the shell. like the numbskulls that we are, we could not suck out ANY of the meat, and had discarded 3/4 of the plate before we realized we were sucking on the wrong end of the clams :\ two days ago we both emo-ed over fries and a quarter pounder (i said i didnt want one, but i ended up finishing his), and yesterday i had a super craving for fah sang wu, so he drove me all the way to SS2 just to have a bowl. and today… we are both sitting at Mamak-Near-My-House making sure he doesn’t fail his CSCI paper. tomorrow we are going out for a movie and then making sure he doesn’t fail his upcoming English paper. hehe.

conversations with eeyang:

me: you so totally need to study harder. i can help you with CSCI!
eeyang: eh i’m not doing so bad.. i got 48 out of 60 for my midterms!
me: ……..
eeyang: aren’t you proud of me?
me …… um that’s like a B or something..
eeyang: HELLO??? a B is PRETTY DAMN GOOD!!!
me: no it isn’t. anything less than an A is material for suicide.

me: eh actually how many girlfriends have you had so far?
eeyang: hmm.. *thinks* three! you, koi lin and joey.
me: hah.. elaine leh?
eeyang: oh then four.
me: jessy leh?
eeyang: oh then five.
me: natalie leh?
eeyang: oh then six.
me: then how about that girl from taylors?!
eeyang: what, that one also count?? okay lah then seven. eh but if she counts then so do pei yee, lie peh, sarah…
me: WTF

hahaha sometimes he really cracks me up. we have so much fun whenever we meet up, and it’s so good to know we still get along with each other so well. and that we still understand each other :) we have the kind of friendship where we can just flop onto each other on the couch, watch a really shitty movie and then get up and go home, feeling a thousand times better. we could ask each other for a favour and it’d be granted instantly without any hesitation.

we didn’t break up because of different priorities, but we broke up because i didn’t know what a good thing i had then. but i know now :) eeyang, if you are reading this, can you please go back to doing your work!!!!!! stop talking to me about random things!!!!!! i am not going to answer you anymore!!!

ooh, this just in:

eeyang: do you know why i’m so panicked over this paper?
me: you are so not panicking. you’re like too calm for your own good
eeyang: NO, i’m damn panicked okay!
me: okay… is it cos your paper is one hour away?
eeyang: no lah… it’s cos this exam has 2 invigilators. so my classmates and i can’t copy or exchange papers like we’re used to doing :D
me: WTF

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102 Comments Add your own

  • 1. cor  |  April 15th, 2008 at 7:17 am

    too cute! how old were you guys?

  • 2. HK  |  April 15th, 2008 at 7:33 am

    hahahahahahahahaha a great insight into Ee Yang. Nothing beats SSG times ok!

  • 3. bobo  |  April 15th, 2008 at 7:36 am

    he’s actually cute! second thoughts? =)

  • 4. bobo  |  April 15th, 2008 at 7:40 am

    having 2nd thoughts?

  • 5. linda  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:14 am

    u dun sleep do u? hahaha

  • 6. aw  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:36 am

    He looks a lil bit unkempt. Hahahahaha.

    Oh I see, goes after the “bad” boys eh..

  • 7. hoi gi  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:47 am

    I love this post. Every single bit of it. Very well written pinkpau.

    Oh ya, may I know what camera are you using? it captures the colour perfectly! Niceeeeeeee. Thanks for sharing!

  • 8. iamthewitch  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:10 am

    I love the fact that things are going so great with your ex! It’s not something you should take for granted, which I think you’re not. :) Friendships like this last a lifetime. :)

  • 9. kimberlycun  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:32 am

    the chuit chuit thing is called balitung! eh good luck with the papers eeyang

  • 10. beetrice  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:37 am

    Haha…Kimberlycun beat me to it! Yes, the chuit chuit (although I’ve actually never heard it called that) is balitong – get a bad one and you’ve got a mouthful of MUD….*pengsan*

  • 11. hoi gi  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:39 am

    I think you and eeyang look alike!!!!

  • 12. cc  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:56 am

    I agree with the person above – u n him really do look alike!

  • 13. elfiejane  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:58 am

    im not wearing my glasses so i thought his name was ’sayang’. uhm. lol.

    cute blog btw!

  • 14. sheon  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:59 am

    how very sweet. and the conversations are very very entertaining. it brought me back to my days when i actually had a gf.
    i was already completing my degree, and she just started her A-levels for med-school. she was just like you, even a B+ spells doomsday. she stayed in with me during weekends, and all she did was to study. and all i did was to attend her needs….ie keeping her alive. for she would rather starve and not sleep just to stay ahead of her classmates. i cooked, i clean, gave her backrubs and massages, woke up in the middle of the night to soothe her mense-cramps, and even wiped her tears when she got all teary and stuff. drove her to college to sit for exams and waiting for 2 hours in the car just to fetch her back…….yes, i was totally spoiling her, but that was all that i could afford. my full attention and all the love i could give her. and i spent half of my first ever salary to buy her something. alas, she realized she wanted a complete opposite of a bf that i was.

    it’s so nice to see you being so close with your ex, becoz i think thats how its suppose to be, if whatever decisions you’ve made was mutual and responsible. however, i couldnt even imagine myself talking to her anymore.

    the thing you were eating, is called bali-tong. you’re spoz to give a hard and solid SUCK through the front opening of the snail. (much like when you’re going “tsk tsk tsk”….). if the bugger is stubborn, alternate your sucking between the front and rear opening….and i guarantee a greater bali-tong eating experience.

  • 15. KY  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:01 am

    BALITONGGGGGG

  • 16. tze  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:06 am

    hello i remember you and ee yang EEEEE SOOO CUTEEEEE! hahahaha did u get told off by all the teachers too! like they cornered you in a room and told you to break up ‘for your own good’ and also told you when u got low marks it was because of ‘bad influence’ wtf.

    what’s wrong with a B i would kill for one ok T______________T

  • 17. Chris  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:28 am

    I cannot, die die also must not get B or below. Before I realised that I dieded a million times in Uni hohohoahahha!

    YEA that one call Balitong, Balitong sounds totally exotic but hor the juices are damn, like, er juicy! One suck chew chew swallow throw and repeat x100 = easy yummy snack!

  • 18. kei  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:44 am

    OMG so sweeet lah!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ur one of the VERY few people i know who still has a decent relationship with an ex!! T__T ok maybe cuz ur ex arent like other ex-es lah but still! :)

  • 19. tom  |  April 15th, 2008 at 11:59 am

    “no lah… it’s cos this exam has 2 invigilators. so my classmates and i can’t copy or exchange papers like we’re used to doing :D”

    ahhaha classic! All hail eeyang

  • 20. kiasu andrew  |  April 15th, 2008 at 12:28 pm

    hahah i just realised: you’re an ssg from ssg.

    heheheheh

  • 21. curryegg  |  April 15th, 2008 at 12:47 pm

    First love…
    Uhh… this post reminds me of my first love too. Sweet, innocent, happy.. ;)
    It’s true, sometimes we don’t know how to appreciate someone until we lose it. Maybe this just happen to me. haha…
    Nice post pinkpau..
    ;D

  • 22. yee  |  April 15th, 2008 at 1:14 pm

    hahahaha this reminds me of someone hmphh
    btw he is hilarious lol lol lol

  • 23. reallybites  |  April 15th, 2008 at 1:46 pm

    aiyo use toothpick to get the meat out.

  • 24. ront  |  April 15th, 2008 at 2:18 pm

    if you didnt say it..i’d thought he’s the nerd and you’re the….

  • 25. jocey  |  April 15th, 2008 at 2:24 pm

    wouldn’t martian be jealous when he look at this? :P hahaha.

  • 26. hui wen  |  April 15th, 2008 at 2:34 pm

    Hahaha I totally understand why anything below a B is unacceptble!! Conversations between me and my friends after exams:

    me: I want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeee. I have FAILED! T___T
    friends: You got a Distinction!!
    me: EXACTLYYYYYY! T__T Anything below High Distinction is fail. T____T

    Haih, why I so kiasu. And the balitong thingy looks GELI! =/

  • 27. bulat  |  April 15th, 2008 at 2:40 pm

    hahahaha me and my friends sucked on the wrong end of the “chuit chuit” once too-_-

    i thought i was gonna diefrom laughter upon reading your conversations : D

  • 28. Michelle  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:20 pm

    I just hates it when someone labels me as a nerd. But somehow, nerds gets the jocks.

    *Winks*

  • 29. jessbabe  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:28 pm

    high school sweethearts!!! O_x

  • 30. aira  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:36 pm

    OMG i still cant believe he bought crackers wtf! it was so random :P

    hoi gi & cc : hahaha in school some teachers actually thought that they were brother and sister

  • 31. ap  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:37 pm

    Nerds are darn sexy ok, i love nerds XP plus i love being one….. there’s nth like the company of words

  • 32. Simon Seow  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:40 pm

    Yes, it is balitong. One of my favourite past time. Mamak-near-your-house = Steven’s Corner, Pandan Indah?

  • 33. Kevin  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:56 pm

    Hahaha sounds just like my relationship / how it is with Michelle.. only with a bit of twist

  • 34. Kevin  |  April 15th, 2008 at 3:58 pm

    Hahahah fuck ah paus, now I just got reminded when you tell me all the stories about all the stuff we talk about over mamak…now I got a face to it, damn weird haahahah
    Can’t stop laughing hahahha aihh ah paus, at least I know how sweet this kinda frens / relationships can be =)

  • 35. Je'Dakota  |  April 15th, 2008 at 5:17 pm

    I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YOU,

    your so nice to your EX’s and get along! So unfair.

    All my ex’s are my enemies…

    AND STILL TRY MAKE HELL FOR THEM.

    We fight. And its war on war.

    Mo, you a fucking rolemodel.

    I wana be like you, but thing is… my ex all wackjobs.

    I’m too good mo. lol

    So up my self.

  • 36. leo  |  April 15th, 2008 at 5:42 pm

    so sweet. =) my third love has been my love from college till now.. it’s been 7 years and we’re heading into out 8th this july..

    =)

  • 37. jaecywong  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:19 pm

    omygod peiyee? tat’s my chinese name!!! bwaahahahhahaha :P

  • 38. Lavender  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:28 pm

    OMG that is so sweet! I just love the way you write!

    The clam thing sounds a bit yucky though, is it really good?

  • 39. Je'Dakota  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:31 pm

    Leo: You and alicia gone out so long.
    Me and my current only been out for 3 years! Feel so small time lame compare to you.

    oso…

    GUESS WHAT EVERYONE.

    I got diamonds.

  • 40. Je'Dakota  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:32 pm

    Yiew yiew. . . Also…

    Is Martian still in the picture mo?

    Yesterdays post sound like he’s bitch in dog box for one whole week now. Did he do something bad so?

    Hope all is well..

    Best of luck.

    xoxo
    p.s your ex so different lookin than martian, totally didn’t expect.

  • 41. bs  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:42 pm

    “but i was a very pretty and sociable nerd okay!!!”
    HAHA ok ok believe you lar!!!

  • 42. Jun  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:43 pm

    pinks, jt wanna share a poem with u. one of my favs:

    Unending Love by Rabindranath Tagore

    I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
    In life after life, in age after age, forever.
    My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
    That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
    In life after life, in age after age, forever.

    Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age old pain,
    Its ancient tale of being apart or together.
    As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
    Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time.
    You become an image of what is remembered forever.

    You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
    At the heart of time, love of one for another.
    We have played along side millions of lovers,
    Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting,
    the distressful tears of farewell,
    Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

  • 43. Tristan  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:56 pm

    OMG…he was my US History classmate and he dropped weeks ago.

    I remember his furious hair! And I think he was the only one who dared to flame our tyrannic pro-American lecturer and walked out the classroom nonchalantly. Haha if only I have the guts…

    Unexpected.

  • 44. julz  |  April 15th, 2008 at 7:07 pm

    awwww….so sweet. Brings me reminiscence of my old days. It’s still good to know you can laugh about your past and share your present.

  • 45. foreverjas  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:18 pm

    hmm. my bf still very jealous when i mention bout my crushes. LOL. swt =.=||| but those are sweet silly crush wht.. he dun understand.hehe.

  • 46. sieutheng  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:22 pm

    why he looks so ah beng wan. upgraded from seeham huh. he gave me a can of abalone too. or did i steal it from his house?
    sigh! those were the days, where i used to be the ultimate lightbulb, and 2 of u were kissing 24/7, even when i was in the room too WTFFFFF.

  • 47. alea  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:23 pm

    haha i remembered him. you guys were always together in school before. and now you guys are best mates. So sweet im having cavities.
    Reading your post i dunno whether i should be happy or to cry because how badly do i wish I would have a relationship like that with my first love sigh.

    you’re lucky!!

  • 48. michellesy  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:25 pm

    There’s no love’s like first love, nothing that comes after is as… idyllic?
    How cool is it that you dated your best friend and that he was still your best friend, even after you stopped dating? =)
    I have always wondered though, is hindsight always 20/20? Like, when you look back on the past, those nostalgia blur out all the unhappy moments?
    I don’t know why I am so emo lah hahaha

  • 49. muffy  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:28 pm

    hello Pinkpau!!

    .. and her first love :) haha!

    well written post indeed :) and yes, it’s amazing isn’t it when you’re still good friends?

  • 50. michellesy  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:29 pm

    On a non-emo note, balitongs are stubborn little buggers I tell ya! Not to mention describing how to get at ‘em can sound a bit risque hahaha. I was LOL at sheon’s comment about how you should ’suck at both ends’ – found it highly amusing. Small things for small minds eh? =D
    But don’t suck too hard ok (OK this sounds wrong too, but there isn’t a way around it) – one of my friends did and a bit of the balitong got lodged in her eustachian tube (methinks) and she got an ear infection for weeks.
    Gross. Putrefying bits of seafood and ears should stay far far away from each other -_______-

  • 51. miss p  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:51 pm

    those things you have to suck are called balitung (thats what my mum call it :P)

    my must have when i go home. sigh i miss home T_T

  • 52. nyrac  |  April 15th, 2008 at 8:57 pm

    sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet……

    well i guess i was a pinkpau when i was in my pre-uni days, anything below A is death. now, i’m more of an eeyang person, pass and i’m happy, B and it’s a cause for great celebration! hehe.

    it was my first love’s birthday yesterday, and it’s the day i remind him every year how head over heels i was for him, heehee, even though i’m not so anymore =)

  • 53. foreverjas  |  April 15th, 2008 at 9:21 pm

    u must be a super pretty cute nerd! HEHE. post those photos ! =)

  • 54. RealGunners  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:24 pm

    girls will always go for bad boys.. or to be more precise, bad boy looking boys… haih…….

  • 55. Music Magi  |  April 15th, 2008 at 10:55 pm

    good stuff… how old are you again? you write well. have enjoyed reading your posts. keep it up…

  • 56. john  |  April 15th, 2008 at 11:15 pm

    haf u guys slept together? … do u go back to him for sexual satisfaction…

  • 57. Chareli  |  April 15th, 2008 at 11:15 pm

    balitung sounds cool. never tried it before!

    HAHA. That is just SO CUTE lah.
    BUT HOW CAN YOU BE THE NERD? You’re hardly the stereotypical nerd we see everywhere.
    Hahaha. His answers about his previous girlfriends are just freaking hilarious! And those two invigilators! WAHAHAHA!

  • 58. Jonathan  |  April 15th, 2008 at 11:56 pm

    Extremely fun guy to be with

    Cool person as well. I mean, everyone that can study two hours before exam and not only pass but score, is cool. I see so much of myself in him.

    If only Malaysia calls me back

    Australia’s still the place to be

    Forever and ever

  • 59. BrYAn  |  April 16th, 2008 at 12:07 am

    ahahaha! so kyoooottt!! >.

  • 60. Eve  |  April 16th, 2008 at 12:27 am

    If numbers carry some significant meaning, number 56 is where sex maniacs lurk.

  • 61. clem  |  April 16th, 2008 at 1:29 am

    cute post. :) somehow your title reminds me of mukhsin all over again.

  • 62. pinkpau  |  April 16th, 2008 at 1:36 am

    cor : when we went out? both 14 :)

    hk : true, true.. :D

    bobo : nooooo! he’s like a brother to me now!

    linda : i sleep too much but at the wrong times!

    aw : sigh i keep telling him he needs to comb his hair

    hoi gi : thank u :D i use the canon ixus 75

    iamthewitch : we both take our friendship for granted sometimes, but we always find each other again.. :)

    kimberlycun : ya pls wish him more luck :( he needs it. he only read two chapters of his seven during the mugging time this morning -_-

    beetrice : omg luckily we didnt get any mud O_O i think i would puke right there on the table O_O

    hoi gi & cc : omg what!?!?! hahahaha which part of us?!

    elfiejane : thank u!

    sheon : ah yes you left a comment once about this particular girlfriend of yours :) she’s very lucky to have had you during those trying times. it’s her loss for not appreciating you. and i’m glad you’ve moved on too :) but dont keep all that anger in your heart, ok? wahhh must alternate the sucking for balitong? you;re so pro!

    ky : YESSS so i’ve been enlightened !

    tze : we both got everything you and wai kit got :P do you realize that our relationships were so congruent! like you and me.. we were both nerdy top class students from beginning till end, but we were also the cool and pretty and fashionable nerds. hahaha sigh. i think SSG should give us an all-rounder award :D

    chris : it’s a damn tiresome snack ok!! my lips were sore for a while :\

    kei : haha we go through periods of inconsistent communication. cos like sometimes our significant others dont let us spend time with any exes, then we dont see each other much, but we dont mind it lah. current boyfriend/girlfriend is always more important mah :) plus our friendship can survive all these barren periods wan. hehe

    tom : why :( hail me lah i work so hard to get straight A’s :(

    kiasu andrew : yalar when u first called me SSG i thought u were referring to my school

    curryegg : isnt it sad that most of the time we have to lose something before we know how much we truly need it? every now and then i learn the same lesson too. so you and i are both in the same boat right now :)

    yee : which someone!

    reallybites : can meh???

    ront : wah do i look like i play sports?! hahaha YAY

    jocey : circumstances are not normal right now.. :)

    hui wen : you must be my soulmate <3

    bulat : it makes sense right to suck the smaller part?? physics teaches us that if the diameter of a conduit is smaller, the pressure in the liquid is higher.. :\

    michelle : oh yes we do :D we also get all the smart rich handsome guys when we grow up :D

    jessbabe : yes thats right :)

    aira : WHAT??? DID THEY REALLY??? how come you never told me?!?!

    ap : totally agree.. :D

    simon seow : eh why u so smart wan who told u!

    kevin : no lah ur rship and mine so different -_- eh what stories i tell you!!! why i dont remember anything wan

    je dakota : oooh scary i wouldnt wanna date you :P but i am a strong believer in vengeance as well, when double crossed and backstabbed :D

    leo : WOW congratulations!!!!

    jaecywong : haha it’s a very common chinese name, yes? but still very pretty :)

    lavender : YES :) damn good. it depends on the sauce. the stall where we went to have the balitong cooks em very well

    je dakota : haha you are a sharp one. yeah i hope for things to get better too :) yes both eeyang and martian are very very different people. all the guys i date are different :)

    bs : thank u ^_________^

    jun : i am really speechless at the beauty of that poem :) thank u so much for sharing it with me. it’s going up onto my wall.

    tristan : sounds like him alright :P we’re both very similar in that way. good luck for your exams too ;)

    julz : we must strive to always accept and be happy about our past, yes? :)

    foreverjas : haha normal lah. if my bf told me abt his crushes i’d be like WHY ARE YOU EVEN CRUSHING ON SOMEONE ELSE!

    sieutheng : sigh his beng-ness will forever be part of him. hahaha zomg i remember the bau yu he gave u!!!

    alea : aww :( cant you go repair that first relationship? eeyang and i went through a couple of years of non-communication too :)

    michellesy : no, hindsight is not always 20/20 :) sometimes it is misrepresented by nostalgia like you mentioned, or bitterness. but then again it’s not very hard to evaluate the past in its true light. all it takes is a bit of maturity :)

    muffy : yes it is :)))) we’re very lucky.

    michellesy : SHE GOT THE CLAM STUCK IN HER EAR??? HOW??!?!?!?!?!?!

    miss p : how come everyone seems to know the name of the thing except me :(

    nyrac : but but .. it’s still a B… :( sigh sometimes i think my life would be a lot more pleasant if i wasnt such a high achiever wannabe :P ahh i hope your first love had a great bday :) eeyang’s is tomorrow

    foreverjas : i think i posted before oredi..!

    realgunners : eh not true.. :)

    music magi : am 19 going on 20. thank you for reading!!

    john : is that the best question you can come up with

    chareli : i’m very nerdy wan :P my inner nerd and my inner blonde are constantly battling each other to get to the surface.. haha

    jonathan : what makes you think he’s going to score?! :P ahh you must come back once in a while :)

    bryan : yes yes arent we :P

    eve : i concur :P

    clem : haha mukhsin!! i’m anxiously awaiting her new movie, the one with brian yap :)

  • 63. alea  |  April 16th, 2008 at 1:45 am

    i would love to but i can’t. he refuse to talk to me and he’s too occupied with his girlfriend :(
    oh well.
    i guess it takes time eyh?

  • 64. Sam D.  |  April 16th, 2008 at 2:13 am

    After ur school he came to mine.

    Apparently he got 6As for PMR. lol. I love that kid =D

  • 65. koi  |  April 16th, 2008 at 2:47 am

    hahahaha.. that idiot happened to be my ex too!!

  • 66. galflower  |  April 16th, 2008 at 4:17 am

    Haha…a B in U of Chicago is pretty good sometimes…sad la, how standards change.

    Thank goodness you’re most probably not coming here!

  • 67. Je'Dakota  |  April 16th, 2008 at 4:17 am

    Ha ha! Extremely.

  • 68. Pixie  |  April 16th, 2008 at 6:34 am

    blog about martian too! if not, u’ll get jealous =P

  • 69. Pixie  |  April 16th, 2008 at 8:55 am

    typo *he’ll get jealous

  • 70. sheon  |  April 16th, 2008 at 9:41 am

    michellesy: SHE GOT THE CLAM STUCK IN HER EAR??? HOW??!?!?!?!?!?! (as curious as pinks is)

  • 71. mIcheLLe  |  April 16th, 2008 at 10:00 am

    I tried sucking on them but nothing came out except for balitong juice so I resorted to alternating between trying to smash them open with a coke can and digging them out with a toothpick.

    I FAILED T_T.

    Yer why your first love so good one I didn’t even hold hands with mine and he was nerdier than I was maybe that explains why. =(

  • 72. violet  |  April 16th, 2008 at 11:06 am

    exams results dont matter lah in the long run :DDD

  • 73. sha  |  April 16th, 2008 at 12:33 pm

    i love your post! you’re so sweet.

  • 74. Sam D.  |  April 16th, 2008 at 1:24 pm

    eh, wassup koi. hahahaha

  • 75. wy  |  April 16th, 2008 at 3:38 pm

    aww..so well written!:)

  • 76. Simon Seow  |  April 16th, 2008 at 3:53 pm

    I’m a fan of Sherlock Holmes. The power of logic deducing my dear, Su Ann.

  • 77. songjun  |  April 16th, 2008 at 5:04 pm

    haha im resisting to put up a quip with regards to balitong eating abilities :P :P :P

  • 78. vvens  |  April 16th, 2008 at 5:39 pm

    hahaha the first 3 gfs of his that came to my mind is pei yee, lie peh and you. i wondered why he dint mention them at first. hahahaha.

    and it is his bday right tmr! hahahaha.

  • 79. deedee  |  April 16th, 2008 at 6:45 pm

    haha. sweet. i had an ex like him also. studying last minute and drag me along to teach him math. and we always ended up talking nonsense. did not appreciate the times we were together. sad sad

  • 80. ront  |  April 16th, 2008 at 7:19 pm

    a player has to be in some kind of sports…isnt it? hehehe

  • 81. Voon  |  April 16th, 2008 at 7:28 pm

    pfffft!!! ditched me for movie.. :(:(:( im gonna emo now pinkpau :(

  • 82. michellesy  |  April 16th, 2008 at 7:35 pm

    Su Ann and Sheon: Eh sorry wei, I think I was a bit incoherent when typing out my comment -________-

    What I meant to say was: she sucked one particular balitong too hard (can I just reiterate HOW WRONG THIS SOUNDS haha), causing minute bits of balitong innards (and juice and mud I assume ewwwww) to travel up the Eustachian tube.

    Unfortunately said tube happens to connect the throat to the middle ear and erm, yeah, in effect she sucked up nice little repository of balitong innards from throat into ear. One week later, guess who had an ear infection caused by those dangerous creatures called balitong -_____________- Even the doctor was a bit grossed out ok ahahahah

  • 83. k0k  |  April 16th, 2008 at 8:02 pm

    @michellesy: This is why I never eat anything I need to suck on.

    Uh, I need lessons on staying civil with my exes. One’s a stranger, and the other hates my guts.

  • 84. k0k  |  April 16th, 2008 at 8:08 pm

    And Pic of Dorian Gray r0xx0r! Lord Henry Wotton is the coolest fictional character ever written, I tell you.

  • 85. foreverjas  |  April 16th, 2008 at 9:10 pm

    hehe. ^^ ya pun. haha. har u posted d??? hmm. the moral photos? O.O

  • 86. Chee Wei  |  April 16th, 2008 at 9:26 pm

    ahh that reminds me of a good old days in college…
    make me sound so old…actually not too long ago :P

  • 87. pinkshirtz  |  April 16th, 2008 at 9:47 pm

    i wish i was you … to be able to write anything anytime … some of my committee members are just idiots … grr … here i type in your page in front of them .. but i have to smile to them … Sighs …

  • 88. Sam  |  April 16th, 2008 at 10:02 pm

    tell you something funny. i kinda like reading your written with rage posts. when you’re mad about something what you jot down is WoW. get pissed off. again. LOL.

    going to zzz.

  • 89. Sam  |  April 16th, 2008 at 10:09 pm

    *sobs* my so called first love sucks. so does his brother.

  • 90. Eley  |  April 16th, 2008 at 10:22 pm

    tats a cute story. :) im glad to know that relationships that ended are still preserved in the form of close friendship. if not it would be such a waste. that and eeyang’s rather good looking. :D

  • 91. Eunice  |  April 17th, 2008 at 12:03 am

    toooooo sweet!

    i think i totally understand the fashionable nerd syndrome. *raises hands!*

    hahahahah.

  • 92. ladybird  |  April 17th, 2008 at 12:10 am

    Haha…Simply love this entry.And thanks for sharing :)

  • 93. sheon  |  April 17th, 2008 at 12:08 pm

    michellesy: ok…now that is gross…..another reason for me not to give a balitong a blowj0b anymore. sometimes a bad one will taste bitter, and that usually is my trigger to stop eating.

    my bad experience with a balitong: there is this hardened snail-mucus disc-like thingy you have to spit out one mah, right? so, i spat this disc out, and the thing flew outta my mouth, rested on the table. but this stubborn piece had one end of its innards stuck to it…and the other end still stuck to the piece of meat in my mouth….gross.

  • 94. purple  |  April 18th, 2008 at 12:35 am

    you are
    irrestible,
    natural,
    physical
    indefinable,
    logical,
    I wish to make you mine
    purple

  • 95. purple  |  April 18th, 2008 at 2:11 am

    luv u

  • 96. Anonymous  |  April 18th, 2008 at 10:57 pm

    Very well written.

  • 97. iris  |  April 19th, 2008 at 10:05 am

    PLEASE DONT COUNT ME IN!! >=p

    those funny little hanky panky days! =)

  • 98. crazieapple  |  April 19th, 2008 at 9:48 pm

    Episode 14 part 1.. I cant believe that Ringo said she was “surprised” that she has never been in the bottom 3.. She only has her mum.. But everyone else has their entire family tree supporting the other contestants.. She’s “really surprise” and grateful for those who voted for her..

    Hello?!??! As if she doesn’t know she has an entire troop of lala supporters who hog her blog every single second, wasting their every single cent voting for her so that malaysia’s first dreamgirl is indeed a nightmare!!!

  • 99. faye  |  April 20th, 2008 at 9:35 pm

    its sweet to know you can still be a friend with your ex.
    i just had a break up. long distance relationship. there’s nothing i can do but to hate him. i don’t want to but i really do hate him. to just let go of our promises because of a new girl.
    he’s by far one of the people who understand and know me the most. but i couldn’t bear talking to him like a friend. i can’t him as a friend. not at the moment. he says its my lost to slam the door shut and to lose one person who i can talk to.
    at the moment i cant just let go of it like that. but your post certainly open up my eyes. not now, maybe. but i hope someday we’ll be as fine as you and him. ;)
    thanks

  • 100. ahlost  |  April 21st, 2008 at 7:29 pm

    me: eh actually how many girlfriends have you had so far?

    *LOL* at his answers to this question

  • 101. jesscet  |  April 22nd, 2008 at 3:20 am

    hey su ann, this is a nice post.. so sweet! makes me feel proud of my little cousin as well, hehe ;) and glad to know you guys are such good friends. hmm.. i hope he passed his exam!! ;)

  • 102. Chris C  |  April 25th, 2008 at 12:54 am

    thanks for sharing. heck, not sure if u saw this comment since this would be the 102. comment lol. but just want to say this posting makes me feel life ain’t that bad afterall yeah. sometimes, just being around with the other person and not to say having the being physically is good enough. argh, this remind me of a song by westlife -if your heart’s not in it.cheers!

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