my heart has been irreverently displaced by something very small. its tiny, pulsating force seemed so harmless in the beginning, but i can ascertain for now that my feelings have truly been hurt. isn’t it weird? i have no right to feel like this. i should be trying to finish all the work that i allowed to sit and curdle over the long thanksgiving weekend. but this is bringing back a lot of horrible sensations from 2003 that i can’t seem to fight away alone. i just want someone to make this better :(

pictures from boston, when joe and i went to visit dominic:

#1 dom’s very waspy suburban neighbourhood

#2 fall colors, all gone by now

#3 it has been my lifelong dream to climb onto a mailbox and take pictures

#4 but that picture didn’t come without a very ungraceful behind-the-scenes process

#5 success! after many, many tries where i trampled all over poor dom

#6 a slightly more graceful picture

#7 then joe decided to copy me. to add insult to injury, all he did was swing himself atop the mailbox T_____T

#8 mine now :)))))

#9 sunset spilling over the Charles River. i wish we’d had the time to walk along the river :( this photo was taken from inside a moving train

#10 dom took us to Quincy Market for dinner. it reminds me of some place in melbourne, just as bustling and with as many good smells

#11 joe and his lobster dinner. i dont think i’ve ever seen him so happy

#12 this picture happened because i squealed, “joe! let me take a picture of your mussels!!” -____-

#13 it’s a real place after all

#14 at the train station

#15 you know how sometimes you fall into these moments, and you feel like you must capture it in a photo… but as you are deliberating whether or not it would be polite to snap a picture, the people shift, and your moment is gone?

#16 for the first time i deliberated faster

#17 dinner with the very pretty xiao and her roommate ashley :)

#18 would you spend your dollar on mints or a tampon?

#19 our relative feet size

#20 i keenly apologize to all feminists in advance, but i was very drawn to the creative for this poster. at some point i announced, “she is all the marketing that harvard needs!”

#21 there is something about supermarkets that defeats their sterility

#22 i have never taken a newspaper from those stands. one day i must

#23 a house somewhere in the midst of the place where people go to get lost in boston